When do I have a chance to simply live? To be free of worry and have nothing to lean on, acting as a crutch. To be strong, willful, intentional, and pure. Let go!

I have so many thoughts, how can I organize them? A P2 is a good start. Can I draw other people in? Would anyone else post here? Would anyone react to what I’m writing? Or is it too raw, too unfiltered, too chaotic?